Life is more than just living. It is also living well. Yes money puts food on the table but what food and how you eat is still up to you. This is what we find escapes us sometimes, we are driven to do and say things because it is expected of is not because it is what we want or even need.
We all need a bit of self reflection sometimes, because if we don't know ourselves how can we know if we are happy or sad?
I am glad you take time to be yourself @soldier it is so easy to be distracted by the frantic pace of the city or demanding schedule of family or friends.
For myself , sunrises and sunset both have a special meaning for me as both have been a magical time for me too. Watching the sun rise with someone you love is fulfilment in a special way, watching the sun set with your friends is awesome in a wholly different way.
I have a love of astronomy and gazing at the stars but living in one of the brightest cities on the planet makes seeing them a rare event for me. One day I hope to travel to deepest Russia or Mexico or anywhere so remote that you get to see the sky as you are supposed to see it, and just get overwhelmed with emotion at the enormity of the universe and your tiny part within it.
Is it dark where you are @soldier? Or shall we have to run away together to find time to look at the stars ? ;)