I think I know how you feel? I am like you... But mostly, I feel sad because I always remember my mother (grandmother). I regret not to see her! It is hard for me not to see her... I feel lonely... I feel alone... But I have my family? But my parents are different to my own family... But I feel relief when I did my last message to my mother... And while doing it, tears fall continuously...
But, I enjoy your video now... (^_^)