Yes, it is very hard, that is why today's topic is so difficult for me, I am not sure how to talk about this topic, because it is very complicated. I'm trying to write the post right now. Let's see what approach I can give to this topic, since when topics of this type come up, most people love to talk about this, but I don't, for me it is a complete challenge and very painful to do so.
I'm glad you have a beautiful family to share with, you are blessed for that.