I have to admit, I did cry reading this. Recently, I stopped praying. I questioned which God I was praying to. Things did not get any better but rather even more confusing and more dark. It was not until I started praying again that I was reminded about the silver thread lining that is there for us to grasp onto with faith. There is a bigger plan at play and it is easy to forget when we are in the thick of it. There is never easy answers but I will say prayer and faith goes a long way...
I’m rooting for you sis and I see your overcoming whatever had drowned your faith. It’s okay to feel lost sometimes and question your situation but we have to remember that there is always a purpose and hold on tight to HIM. He always comes to the rescue and it could be sooner than you imagine!