Oh, wow!
It has been a while since I have read a philosophy book. Eh, it was your post :))
How beautifully you evolved, from seeing the human in you, the struggle of not forgiving and where it would lead. To open more wounds probably and cause more pain. More pain means more mental struggle and that's a vicious circle.
Fighting the demons... I don't know if not fighting them is a solution. I agree, the more you pay attention to bad, to negative it eats you up more and more. However, we can not just ignore some bad thoughts and habits. Maybe then instead of focusing on how to beat the monster, the solution is that one has to work on itself to become stronger. This could prevent the demons from even approaching that strong personality.
Your question from the beginning of the post, what I am thankful for??
I know, I know, sounds like a worn out answer, but we could be thankful for everything. For all the good stuff that happened to us, people, places, feelings, things, and also the not good ones, that can teach us something.
Btw, another beautiful song that came from your heart/soul/mind combination! 🙌
Yes sister, not fighting against the demons implies abandoning them, when you abandon them you ignore them because they have no power in you, they are something foreign to you.
That is the answer! That's what it's all about, there is no other, the stronger you are, the more you value what is truly important, what is essential both in the good as a blessing and in the bad as a learning, that's what is important. When you value those things, then you are also filled with that courage, when you have courage you have courage.
How beautiful that you liked this song 🤗😄, because I showed it to a friend and he didn't like it 😂🥲 but I didn't care, I really made it with love. 🤩😎⚡
He is maybe not a musician... or doesn't understand your music.
Well, I liked the song 🎶 😇
Best thing I've been told today 🥺 you don't know how much I value your support and that of many brothers here. Thank you mipiano 🤗🙏🎶.