People generally avoid being fully self-aware. At least I do sometimes.
Very good observation! But that's often the nicest point to tune in and force yourself (sort of) to become self-aware. This read like a transformation, very gradual exploration of the inward process. I really enjoyed this!
True! I'd sometimes be like, I'm not sure what I'm feeling. Reality... I'm actually just avoiding it. Never did me good. Could always do better.