That's a good way to look at life. The grass is always greener and all that. I once had a traveling job that had a pretty amazing salary and I failed to see the forest from the trees (or some other cliche) and did nothing but moan about said job despite the fact that i was catered to in many many ways with fancy hotels, premium club membership, corporate AmEx and what not. I was super relieved to leave that job, only to end up missing it years later. Ha!
you produce some fine work friend. I tend to admire these sorts of things since even my Huawei gets on my case about not keeping my arm steady enough for the photos I take.