I have been living with this stone for almost three years. I went to college, I had a young man from the first year, but he was terribly jealous, and we parted from time to time.
In the autumn of the third year, a classmate invited me to be a witness at her wedding, and I agreed. When my young man found out, rolled up the tantrum, began calling me all the unthinkable words, saying that I'm a whore, I sleep with everybody, etc. I could not stand his accusations and slapped him. I was very sorry for these words, he was my first man, for all two years of our relationship, I did not kiss anyone on the cheek with anyone, let alone talk about sex. In the end, we broke up. I cried for a long time that I spent two years on such a person.
Played a wedding classmates. A month later I came home again and went to the disco. There she began to flirt with her neighbor. We danced all the slow dances, and he went to escort me home. They stood at my house, kissed, and he invited him to take a walk with him. I went, walked up to 3 nights, and he offered to sit in the car. I agreed. Everything was spinning and spinning. As a result, we had sex without protection. He took me home, and I said: what was between us, let it stay in the past. And I think he was happy about it, too.
I quietly went to study. After 3 weeks, I did not start menstruating, I began to suspect that I was pregnant. I bought the test and he confirmed everything. I started a wild panic. I did not speak to him, tk. In 2 weeks he brought the girl to introduce her parents. The worst thing was to tell my parents that I was pregnant and that my child would not have a father. But I am very grateful to them that they did not say to have an abortion or give birth specifically, but they said that I was already an adult (I was 20) and decided for myself. If I decide to have an abortion, they will not condemn, but if I decide to give birth, they will help in every possible way.
I left the child and now very happy. I told everyone that the young man gave up when he found out that I was pregnant. All naturally felt sorry for me, but in my heart I felt so bad. Because of this, I laid a couple of times on the preservation. Then my son was born, and I just disappeared into it.
The neighbor does not even know that he has a son. With that girl, he no longer meets, and at the moment he has no one, but I'm very afraid to tell him about our child. I do not know what to do.
He is so cute