Congratulations with your first year on Steemit @diabolika, may it be the first of many! :-)
Like I said the first time I responded to your posts: the personal touch in them is what I admire most, so I'm glad you decided to share with us, even in the most difficult times. Maybe it's because I'm an introvert myself, but your courage to do so is not to be underestimated, as it is almost never easy to make yourself vulnerable like that.
I wish you all the best in your second and all subsequent years, and hope you stay strong and find a place for the loss you're dealing with right now. I will be one of your followers for as long as you stay with us here on Steemit :-)
Introverts of the world unite.
Thank you for the kind words.