Also, I read a powerful anology about it on reddit once which made me realize never to touch any of that heavy stuff. I'm paraphrasing but it was something along the lines of:
Imagine giving a person who has been blind his whole life eyesight for a day, do you think he would want it back tomorrow?
yeah I would also never touch this kind of shit, I have also never smoked cigarettes just tried it but never get addicted