This was a beautiful and heartfelt piece - sometimes people just cannot process their feelings to a point of being unable to deal with whatever it is that triggers them in the first place (you, I'm guessing, in this case). It sounds like she was hurting a lot and I'm sorry she ghosted you bud :(
Thank you for liking it. She was so hurt and as much as i tried to reach out she wanted nher solitude.
Maybe someday we will have closure.