If in the past you have been hurt someone.
If in the past you've been disappointed somebody.
Then there is no reason for you not to forgive him.
However..
There is enough reason for you not to trust him again.
There's enough reason for you not to expect him back.
Stop thinking about the people who have let you down in your past.
Stop hoping for people who have deliberately hurt you in your past.
Because it will make your time wasted and useless.
Prejudice to God.
Because He must have a reason why he is not with you in the present.
Because He must have a reason why he is not with you in your future.
There are times when He does not always give us what we want.
There are times when He does not always obey what we expect.
But that's for sure ..
God is more Knowing what you need than just what you want.
There will be a great time when He will give you something more beautiful than what you have lost from your grasp.
And that is the true gift of His favors that sometimes many of us do not realize it. 