My thoughts might be way too shallow, my rides might be way too short, my projects might be way too simple, my plans might be way too obvious, my dreams might be way too trivial. All I know is that something is not adequate. There can be more to "life" than numbness, sadness, suffering, inertia and entertainment!
Experience. Venture. Adventure. Persistence. Just to name a few elements I crave. How to get all that? Even a tiny trace of such brilliance would be enough to at least remember how it feels to be alive. As long as there are so many roads to take and so little seen before, how can one decide where to go and how long to persevere? Am I missing out on something if I stay on this path? Is the grass greener over there? Or maybe over there?... And thus I keep on twitching from one side to another, giving up ahead of time to cut the losses short, but without knowing what awaits just a little bit further. Sometimes it gets to the point of spinning in circles, each round drilling a little bit deeper.
Howbeit I doubt there is a better manner. I insist and persist to avoid petty and feeble-mindedness.
If you read my posts, leave feedback in the comments. I would really like to know if the message I am trying to convey comes across understandable. And also how do you feel reading this?
Nice work, i hope you grow fast on steemit ;)
I wonder the same thing all the time. AM I making the right decision? should I got that way or this way? But if that way had something better, its all about just going for it and doing it and not thinking twice haha. Sometimes we can travel down the rabbit hole way too deep instead of being present.
But I'm tired.
Thank you for helping me realise I am thinking too much.