Stop it today, okay! The longer you let little demons linger around, the harder it is to get rid of them. Move forward..
Seriously, stop believing that you should feel more confident before you take the next step. Taking the next step is what builds your confidence
The older we grow, and the more real-world tragedies and challenges we witness, the more we realize how incredibly blessed we are, and how frequently the fantasies in our heads hold us back from these blessings.