"We never try hempas, we never try opponents, we never try to forget the feeling that facing. You say this difference is like a gulf then let me cross and try to fight. Stay here, do not ever go despite the heavy life you have me. When you are sick when your heart is in my tracks keeps you safe until this breath is exhausted. "The song from Fiersa Besari successfully dropped the tears of Freya who had just separated from her lover.
This song is Freya's favorite song before bed. This song is also a favorite song Andre while still dating Freya. 2 years already Andre and Freya dating. But today Freya has to let him go. Andre is the perfect man for him. She is kind, caring and certainly loves her. Freya had not expected that their meeting in the park would be his last encounter with Andre.
Freya's tears are now pouring down as she sees the doraemon dolls that Andre gave on their year-old anniversarry. 17-year-old girl is the first time dating and first broken heart first. Andre is his first love when he just entered vocational school. They stayed in the same department and class for 3 years in a row. One word that Freya can not forget from Andre is, "I'm gonna keep our relationship till we're old Frey. I promise. "Andre was the first man to touch his heart.

"Frey, you why?" Asked a man who was accompanying him in the canteen.
"I'm okay Ndre,"
"Your face is pucet. Your eyes are also swollen. You must be sick? Or crying out? "
"I'm okay, dear," Freya smiled as she grasped Andra's hand.
"Frey you are not the same love me?" Somehow Andra's question that it makes him confused.
"Andra likes you Frey."
"What? Andra likes me? But Ndra me .. "Freya speech cut.
"I know, this is hard for me too. For God's sake I love you as Frey but Andra is my twin brother and I can not hurt him, "Andre looked at Freya seriously.
"Ndre .." Freya's tears are now unbearable.
"I know, I'm Andra's sister and she should be the one who relented. But Frey, Andra is always sacrificing for me from me small. I beg of you, for the sake of our relationship you will not receive Andra? "Freya can only cry when he heard the words from Andre. His heart ached as if pierced thorns.
"Frey, I have no choice. Since the death of gita 3 years ago, Andra has never been this happy Frey. I can not ngancurin his heart if he knew you were my girlfriend, "now tears Andre joined dripping on his cheeks," Please Frey, lakuin this for me. I have no choice but to please. "
Freya looked at Andre hopefully not to ask Freya to love her twin sister.
"Yes Ndre. I will try to love Andra as I love you, "finally Freya grant Andre's wishes even though it must sacrifice his own heart and feelings.
"Thanks very much Frey, thanks," Andre rubbed Freya's tears and hugged him tightly. Honestly Andre could not give up Freya. But for the sake of his brother's happiness, Andre must be willing to release the woman who he considered beautiful after his late mother.
"Frey? How are you crying? "Andra touched Freya's cheek that was now in tears. Instantly Freya realized from her reverie and immediately wiped her tears.
"I'm okay," Freya shows a smile to Andra to calm Andra's heart.
"You have not answered my question Frey's loh," Andra said softly.
"Yes Ndra I love you,"
"I love you Frey. Do not stay me beautiful. "Andra stroked Freya's long hair gently. Freya just smiled bitterly.
Andra and Andre apart since they were small. Andre lives in bandung with his father while Andra lives in Surabaya with his deceased mother. After the mother died, then Andra moved to bandung and now one house with Andre. Their parents had divorced some 13 years ago and they never had a mother or stepfather.
Frantically Freya ran to the basketball court. I do not know what he was looking for at that time that Freya would not find him. "Dav, Andre where the hell? Is this 3 days not school? "Freya asked David a close friend as well as his friend Andre. "Lo emang not know Frey? Andre's move to surabaya. He said he wanted to nemenin his grandmother, "said David while playing basketball.
"What? Andre moved to surabaya? How come he did not ngabarin me Dav? "
"Yes Iyalah Frey obvious he does not love news to you. Andre does not want to lo find him again Frey. He wants to learn to love Andra who is now your boyfriend. "David talked a little slowly for fear that anyone would hear or Andra happen by the basketball court.
Freya ran away from the basketball court and headed for class. The tears fell again on Frey's pale cheeks. "It's Frey Lupain Andre yes," Dita tried to calm her friend by bringing her favorite Freya mocachino. "I really love him Dit,"
"Yes, Frey I understand. Not only you are sick, Andre also sick Frey Andre is also rasain what is currently lo rasain, "
"Do not let Frey do not cry. Later lo sick if crying continues. "Dita tried to hold the point of tears that almost dripped on his cheek. Rain flooded the city of Bandung and surrounding areas that night. Freya wandered off where she was going. Rapid tears began to wet her cheeks. It does not matter how much rain that night. All he knew was that his longing for Andre was heavier than the rain.
"Frey ... Freya let's go home Frey," Dita ran toward the white girl carrying an umbrella.
"I do not want to go home Dit," Freya began to drop into the asphalt and cry a moment.
"Frey, Andra is in front of your house," said dita, squatting and sheltering his friend who is now starting to shiver from cold.
"Dit .." Freya embraced Dita while continuing to shed tears of her eyes.
"Yes, yes, yes. I do not want to lo sick. "Freya nodded her head and stood up. Dita then leads Freya to walk to her house.
"Ndre, eat yuk?" Said a woman who looks already aged.
"Andre has not lapsed Nek. Grandma wrote first, "Andre smiled pleasantly while holding his grandmother's hand.
"You have 3 days do not eat loh. Do not you hungry? "
"Later aja Nek. Andre wants to rest, sleepy. "Andre walked slowly toward his room. Only one thing that comes to mind is Freya. The woman who had belonged to her brother was now pictured in Andre's memory. "I'm sorry to Frey, I do not mean your pain. But this is for the sake of our relationship. "
Frey, happy monthsarry the third one dear, "Andra gave a white rose to Freya.
"Thank you dra," Freya smiled as she kissed the rose.
"Let's eat?"
"Emm .. Come on," Freya and Andra then go to a pretty good restaurant.
"We're here?" Freya asked in surprise.
"Yes dear. Do you like it? "
"Where are we Ndre? How are my eyes closed? "
"You open the blindfold."
Andre smiled as he helped open her eyes.
"Surprise !!" Andre seems happy to invite Freya to that place.
"Ndre is really good," Freya looks amazed at a fancy restaurant that Andre has designed the place. "I nabungin my snack money for 3 weeks for this nyiapin. And I'm happy when you see you are happy today. Happy anniversarry 1 year yes dear. "Andre gave the doraemon doll to Freya. "Thank you dear. I'm so happy. "Freya held his hand gently.
"Frey? How do you cry? "Andra's remark just seemed to surprise Freya who was daydreaming.
"I'm okay Ndre eng, Ndra," luckily Andra did not listen to the error in Freya's remarks earlier.
"Yes we've eaten yuk?" Andra clasped Freya's hand and invited her to dinner together.
"Tomorrow I go to surabaya," said Andra while driving his car.
"What?" Freya asked.
"Nengok Andre. He said he was sick, "Freya's heart beat faster than usual.
"What? Andre sick? What pain is Ndra? Andre why? "Now the worries were visible from Freya's face.
"Andre got the Frey typus. Why are you so sweet that Andre is sick? "Andra was a little surprised by Freya's strange behavior. "Eng .. So. Andre is my friend. "Freya tried to break the air back.
The next morning Andra went to Surabaya with his car. But fate, news of grief approached Freya at that time. Andra's car had a terrible accident that caused Andra to lose sight. 3 days later, Andra got an eye donor and finally got to see again.
"Pa, who's eye donorin for me?" Ask Andra to his faithful father waiting for him at the hospital.
"The one who donated the eye is Andre Adikmu son," Andra's father was crying now.
"Andre? Andre is now where is Pa? I have to meet Andre, "Andra tried to get up from the hospital bed. "Andre is gone. Actually when you crash, he also had an accident when going to school. "
Freya who heard clearly said Andra's father immediately cry. His tears can not be dammed anymore. Her body is limp. Her whole body trembled. Her heart was devastated like loss of spirit. Freya did not think that he not only lost memories with Andre. But now he has lost half of himself.
"Frey, this is for you," David handed Letters to Freya.
"What's this?" He asked.
"It's from Andre Frey. He gave me the right fit again treated here fit surgery. Frey actually the reason Andre ninggalin lo not just because Andra. But Andre is sick of Frey, he is exposed to kidney failure and he does not want to make you hard. "Freya cried when he heard David's statement. 3 days after that, Freya began to calm down and had dared to open a letter from Andre.
"By God I never found a woman as strong as you. I never found a woman as fresh and patient as you. I love you more than you love me. I will keep my promise I will take care of you until this breath runs out. Even when my breath is gone I want to keep you safe. Please, let me still love you, hold you, and love you through my eyes. "
"Promise not to shed tears of sadness when my eyes will see your face. Frey, if I could choose I'd rather die than hurt you. But now I do both and I'm sorry. If I'm gone, promise not to hurt her because her tears are my tears, too. One thing you always remember. Let our story remain a secret. Let you and my eyes know. Freya I love you until this breath runs out. Andre Aditya Reynaldi. "
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