@ana-stasia, this was extremely well written. I can tell by the way you've laid out these concepts that you have a thorough, experience-level understanding of this arena of life. It's quite refreshing to read and I want you to know that I was inspired to share this with a friend whom I think will find some inspiration (or at the very least) a solid reminder to keep moving forward through the darkness.
Thank you for being you Ana-Stasia :)
All love!
~ axios