happy 10th birthday bro ;) once you evolve, there is no going back :D
socialism (becasue communism isn't even achievable) requires an authority to enforce the homogeneity, which is outnatured. It is against all the knowledge humans have. socialism means that someone will count the value of things. how many apples is an orange worth? how much is a cow's ear worth for someone who makes processor coolers and how will he be convinced exactly about the value? if you order people to not trade freely and as openly, however they wish, as long as nobody gets hurt or defrauded, it is not freedom, nor voluntary, nor humane, nor smart... and definitely not anarchism :)
Sometimes spoiled kids need a tough word to wake up:
https://steemit.com/anarchy/@evolutionnow/chaos-for-the-naive