I have been going through the shift this last year from libertarian to understanding how contradictory the values and ideas are in reality. I have always believed in a way to freedom was just going back to the "old ways", it is so uncomfortable to search for truth. The layers of evolving and re-evolving your concept of reality and social order can be overwellming. I really found the video Josie the Outlaw did very helpful as well as this article. Thank you.
I just keep thinking, shit I am getting red pilled again, lol.