I think I can answer your question:
Is something trying to kill me or is something trying to make sure I stay alive??
I think something is trying to kill you but don't worry, things are trying to kill everybody else. Why the death of everyone else makes this easier is something I have never understood.
Keep ya head up. Life deals us shit hands sometimes but we can always decide what to do with it.
Thanks for sharing your personal story. Awesome!
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