Your 100 SBD is already refunded and you were blacklisted for getting low quality posts into trending using @appreciator
https://steemit.com/life/@cliffpower/water-fights-are-healing-for-the-soul
https://steemit.com/life/@cliffpower/making-a-difference
Considering your last post, you are again off the blacklist but you got to maintain quality.
Well Thank you for the refund. My goal is not to be in trending. I'm just writing from the heart and boasting my post and building my steemit platform. I respect you for telling me where I slipped up. I've been getting flagged and I just couldn't figure it out because I was blown away at all the comments I got. Thank you. @smartsteem took a big bid from me and hasn't even replied with an explanation. I'm here for the long haul. Thank you