In an easy degree, the umbrella pattern reminds me of the side part of the imperial fighter from the star wars. And from afar it looks like the front side of the solar panel. (but only from afar).
Falling or Not?
It's a matter of time. Nothing lasts forever, so it will fall :)
I know this feeling when you expect a fall, but it does not happen. It is similar to the feeling when in childhood I liked to break ice puddles in winter. You walk along the street and you see an even layer of fragile ice and you step on it and hear a nice crunch. This can also be compared with the bursting of balls on the packing tape. This is a way of sublimation :)
Magic can happen, even if you're stuck. ;-)
I hope so:)
Goodnight