Hey @rok
You will definitely get that which your heart desires! I think the Universe just didn't want to make it too easy for you. Otherwise you might not have decided to go back to music and focus on things that really matter to your Soul.
Literally I was in the exact same boat, and learned the exact same lesson... It's funny
There will be some unpredictable event that will make everything possible, and you will be at the top of your game when it happens!
Prepare yourself for all the happiness you deserve my friend! The wait and fear that the gold isn't 3 ft. deeper will make it that much more BLESSED when it you hit that vein!
Love you bro x
Will add you very soon :)
Perhaps. (Or at least that's a good thing to tell ourselves for the time being, lol.)
T'is a good thing in some ways that it didn't happen as planned - probably would have been too much too soon. And there might be other options in different areas that are actually a better fit. Either way, there are still probably some proper foundations to set and character development to undergo prior to arrival at that level. So yeah, there's a perfection to the timing beyond what we can always see at the moment...