seems like somebody was being a jerk to you... I am so sorry to hear that you had to deal with these messed up people....yes drawing and coloring are meditating, so maybe it's good to draw more and post more on steemit to detox!
I hope you will have nicer day :)
Of course life always brings critical people, that's to be expected, but when they turn the tables and accuse YOU, then it's really aggravating :D
I will always try, whether I post on Steem on not depends on how generous life is with free time. Unlike last year, I can't afford to 'force' myself to post ;D