I am pretty sure I said somewhere myself that I'm living my long lost teenage years now, and it was probably in a comment to @celcius100. Otherwise, you are not too far off the mark, I am quite well aware of what I want to do and what I am doing, though I am not sure where it all will lead me.
I see. Sorry @celcius100. If his words were based on yours, the he was in a way correct.
Anyway, what teenagers often do is rebel or act irresponsibly as part of a process to create a separate adult identity for themselves. It seems that you did this because the opportunity presented itself to make a living out of your photography hobby and your modeling aspirations. You've also written that you have suffered some kind of skin problems in your hands as a result of your work as a chef. From your own description, I gather that you also prepared like a champ: paid off all debt and even stacked up canned food in preparation for a bear market. You also wrote that you have a crypto portfolio. Also, 6000 SP is respectable amout. That makes you a small dolphin.