My painting is amateurish because I am a novice at painting. But no worries, at this stage all my paintings look like crap. It will look better and totally different when I am done.
Writing makes my brain hurt, but practice here on steemit is making it easier and meditation helps me deal with the frustration and pain. I've learned to let those feelings go. Thank you for your honest opinion, it is refreshing to say the least.