RE: The image is made of own imagination and thoughts

nice artwork @xpilar
he entered my life by accident I entered a summit of despair I was then plunged in a sea of sorrows, I thought that the Savior convinced myself that God has given me compensation for what I have to this world to transform my life from black to rainbow colorsTried once and found the rejection and tried again and again until he came to accept me note that from the outset I explained to him the details of my life accurately and I passed him and found him acceptance of what I am and he does not care about the outlook of society.

I began waiting for him to feel my feelings again. I waited for him every day to send me "Good Morning." If my heartbeat accelerated, things developed and the relationship grew stronger, so I could no longer tolerate his separation and I was not satisfied with the few hours I spent with him. And to see its features and food by asking for a telephone number without hesitation provided him with the number. What was beautiful of those moments when I heard his voice did not seek the world of joy and continued the relationship until it is time to fulfill the promises made, but he told me that his family refused my presence among them did not save me and did not affect me to my great confidence in him and he is able to overcome this and I am with him.

Then I told him that I was ready to continue without any hope of marriage because I love him and I just want to be next to him and then asked to see him like any two people who meet but he refused and hard, his reasons were meaningless in front of Shawki to see him so I wrote and prepared the request many times and every time he refused for some reason and evaded I did not care about the subject, I was not eager to see him or anything with him, but I still want his presence in my life. His way of love changed. His mood, his strange requests, and his deadly desires grew. I asked for his phone number The other refused, asked for other pictures refused, asked to see him refused, took him the number of the company in which he works and contacted them and asked them answered me that there is no employee by this name told him this talk denied and justified, his honesty and silence but the suspicion is increasingly decided to end the question by the intelligence and if this person It does not exist permanently.

Then I was shocked why? Why am I? Why wrote about suffering and misery? I did not care, but he did not care. He answered plainly. Yes, I told you about him, not me, and I do not want to marry. I answered him simply. I will not forgive you. Fantasy and extinction