Firstly, I have two asexual friends- totally normal.
Is there maybe someone you feel an energetic push/pull with?
The way I see it, asexuality is a lack of polarity with others. I just wrote about this: https://steemit.com/life/@rafadezelanda/liberte-egalite-and-fraternite-in-the-boudoir
i think so. just never sexually lol