Figuring out MY coping mechanism during intense gameplay moments

in #asynckronism15 hours ago

I've never bitten down on my tongue while playing games. Instead I push the area under my tongue forward onto my bottom teeth. It's odd because I am not 'biting my tongue' but am instead pushing the floor of my mouth on my bottom teeth.

I used to do it a lot when I was younger but as I got older I broke the habit, but I still sometimes catch myself doing it doing tense gaming moments (Last second victories, Crucial skirmishes) but am quick to stop it.

I was recently gifted Path of Exile 2, an ARPG that is a less 'run and fun' ARPG and more of a 'choose your actions wisely' type game(at least to me), and I am constantly having to stop myself from pushing the bottom of my mouth onto my teeth.

The game isn't high stakes, unless there is an attempt at a leaderboard ranking or the character is 'Hardcore', but there is so much happening on my screen that after almost every mob encounter I have to relax my mouth because somewhere during the frenzy I would begin my potentially harmful habit, I've actually gotten sores on the bottom of my mouth caused by my teeth slowly pressing more and more in that area.

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Needless to say, I did not survive the encounter.

I realize now that this bad habit occurs most frequently at my current gaming age whenever I play an ARPG title (Diablo 2 & 3, Titan Quest, PoE1, W40k Martyr, Last Epoch).

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Being surrounded by enemies while fire rings threaten to kill me? This is fine!

Maybe it's because of all the things to worry about and keep track of, the close/isometric camera angle, moving amongst enemies without getting cornered, doing combat and avoiding projectiles/attacks, looking at my health and resource bar, keeping track of cool downs and damage numbers, It's all happening on one screen together at the same time with short breaks in-between the next wave of enemies.

Sensory overload is probably the answer and I instinctively revert to this coping mechanism to keep myself steady and process what is happening and what to do next to survive.

I should probably switch to playing something less intense... But it is fun to play!