This made for excellent bed time reading! Further solidifying my curiosity about trying it. When you said 'pardon the 'woo' talk' - this struck a powerful chord with me. Dispelling this attitude is one of the aim's of my blog. It's not 'woo', it's an integral element of our biophysical operating systems we call the body, something as a species we have forgotten, or has been trampled out. I think that the 'new age' actual woo has been propagated to have the exact effect it did on you, to make people feel uneasy even mentioning it, feeling like they have to justify why they said it, and it's wrong. I've ignored that side of my self which as been wide open since i was a child. I did in my late teen's and early twenties get sucked right into it, got told i was an Indigo etc etc and shamefully i loved it. But one thing about my mind, i most often see through bull shit, it may take me a little while, but there's some wise voice deep amidst the chaos that says 'yeah but that doesn't make sense, did you think about this? And then i go 'oh yea.........that doesn't actually make any sense.
I've named my blog around it because my aim is to draw people who are that way inclined in, to plant some seed's, and to share some genuine experiences that show it's not all love and light. It's fucking harsh being so open sometimes, and we've got to be able to start talking about energy, chakras, other dimensions seriously , not clouded by waffle, because i think it's one thing that is making us sick mentally, physically and spiritually.
I really enjoyed reading this, and can totally read between the lines ;) Even had some revelations about my own relationship. On my introduction post, where you commented about 5-HTP on my comment about this 'net', a comment or so under your one i've written about my experience on 2CB and what happened with the 'net' around that, some parallels here with guidance from seemingly elsewhere and self reflections, you might find it interesting- apologies in advance if you do read it and dont ha!
Lol. You definitely misinterpreted my use of the word. :-)
Rather than try explain, another breadcrumb on the trail might serve better... some of the perspectives in a recent piece on esoteric exploration & astrology perhaps clarifying my stance on such matters better than a direct address.
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2cb... I’ve only done a couple times, though in a context which made it very difficult to discern the direct effect. Very curious to try again. I had some hangouts and got pretty spun out both times - intrigued on what obstacles had been hit and what might be on the other side of breaking throug them. Unfortunately, I don’t have any hookups for it, and don’t mess around with the dark web, so just gonna have to wait until the opportunity presents itself again.
No apologies necessary! ;-)
Oh my bad! Ill take a read thanks :) It's weird isn't it, how you can read something and interpret it to suit your own personal agenda, i didn't catch that at the time i was doing it, but im glad you pointed it out. Ill be mindful not to jump to quick conclusions again.
Ah that's a shame that you don't have access to it, or maybe it's not. Maybe it's not the right one for you.