Oh, I'm happy to hear I wasn't the only one! Ezzy kept saying: "I get it, I totally get it.' Which only made matters worse lol. YES!!! Only 50 weeks! I said the same thing last year, counting the days. Watched Roeland's every move like a hawk. Every post he made I was like: "That's the one." And then, when the moment finally came, I was like: Ohhh shit, now I have to get money for this, and that. But I made it, we all did, and that's what's important. But I will definitely start getting the money for it sooner this year.
No worries about being an idiot, I've refused to grow up ever since I can remember...After the walking and talking thing, I pretty much stopped haha.