Message to Parkland survivors

Please consider I spent 9 hours on this piece to bring to you all I ask is you read it to the end.
I have some thoughts I would like to share with you and all the teens across America with a conscience and those of you that are still developing one, for those of you that have near abandoned your own personal humanity, this is for you as well. You are pissed off about what happened, as you should be. The sentiment across the country is the same, a lot of us are pissed off. As I am sure apart from a smaller group of narcissistic-psychopaths, many of us are fed up, we are tired of these acts of violence against children and in the world. I get it, pissed off, pissed off is good, angry is good, it is the correct emotion to have over such a horrific tragedy. Anger has a purpose in our lives, it is meant to evoke change and so we can recognize something just ain’t right and you are right to be f-en pissed! Now, I, just want to help you all clarify and direct your anger in the right ways and direction. Who really done it and for what means? We can not stay angry for ever it is unhealthy for our mind and spirit. What we can do is learn the right steps to take in order to create real change not fake politician change. Their change just seems to change hands never benefiting the rest of us.
It’s easy to lose a hold of your rational thinking processes in times of emotional stress and trauma particularly when you are young, and your brain has not fully developed a complete rational thinking process, furthermore, your brain has not reached full development yet either at your young ages. The brain does not fully develop until the age of 25. I can even find myself lose this ability as an adult under immense stress. None of us are completely immune from this curse of emotional knee jerk responses all the time. The fact is, I encounter many grown adults that have never developed the needed critical thinking skills required to make an informed objective evaluation and/or response to any event or circumstances we may encounter in this wild journey through time called life. I am not here to treat you as young foolish children, I am here to speak to you as young adults still developing your minds and cognitive skills. My goal with this message to try and give you a different point of view from someone on the autism spectrum. I had to teach myself many human emotions in order to understand the world through the eyes of compassion and empathy yet remaining objective and rational.
So, I say to all of you now this: This event is close to my home and heart, I was born and raised not more 28 minutes from your neighborhood, in fact, when I was young much of your neighborhood, that area you now call home, was still cattle grazing pasture and marshland. (insert accurate history)
I also have a niece in High School and 2 nephews fast approaching the zit popping phase of life, (I sure don’t miss that part of growing up with embarrassing zits). So, I do have an emotional connection to your generation. I am also never closed to learning from anyone any age. We all have certain skills that excel over others’ abilities. Some people can slam dunk a basketball through a hoop and I can slam dunk knowledge into people’s minds, those willing to listen of course. Sometimes I do encounter peoples whose minds are like a shattered backboard, the ball like words has no where to bounce off of and completely misses the intended target and goes off into the breeze “AIR BALL” style. So, we get what we had here last week. Many people want to find someone to blame. Many people point to one cause of this tragedy. However, the truth is this is a much more complex issue and how we got here takes a bit of a history lesson. So please be patient as we take a journey down the rabbit hole. I will try to keep this as short as possible, but I ask you to please follow up on the things I preset here to you and research it for yourselves. I will provide you the direction to look, I am willing to swing the sword of truth for your defense and I am willing to sacrifice myself for your chance to lift the veil that has been pulled over your minds. The truth is I have already sacrificed so much of my life to find out the truth of all things related to the freedom of our souls and our minds here on planet earth, it’s what I was born to do. I have been ridiculed for being intelligent and for not believing in lies. I am even on a government watch list and considered dangerous to society. It’s not because I am violent or that I even can be but it’s for what I know and how I think and what I say and how I say it. This is rather and insane notion but to be expected in this insane world that we have built for ourselves. This battle that we have been unwilling participants in has gone on for centuries. It is a battle for control and so much more, I will save that for another time as to stay on point of topic. Which is the why, why are you not safe? Even in a place that is meant to nurture and foster your minds, so you can be beautiful, independent, free, living human beings. Why has violence erupted in schools across America? Why has so many of you fallen to end up on drugs, in prison, in misery? Well, let’s explore that.
The year is 1914 and as I said before this battle is centuries old, but we can start here. So, the year is 1914 and a group of wealthy and influential men are having a very, so very secret meeting that they traveled under the guise of going on a duck hunt and did not use their own names in fear of our much freer (back in those days) press finding out about this meeting, that was taking place on a small remote island off the Georgia coast know as Jekyll island. The attendees were Nelson Aldrich (Chairman of the U.S. Senate Finance Committee), Andrew Piatt (Son of a banker, Economics professor and later U.S. Congressman), Henry Davison (Partner J.P. Morgan and Company), Arthur Shelton (Secretary to the National Monetary Commission), Fran Vanderlip (President of City National Bank, Assistant Secretary of the U.S. Treasury) and Paul Warburg (Banker and overall money man) and I am sure there were characters that were being represented at the meeting but not in attendance. As to not immediately shunned off as a “conspiracy theorist”, we will stick with the facts on this.
Okay, okay you’re asking yourselves what does a bunch of Money men meeting in secret over a hundred years ago have to do with a school shooting last week. Well, have you ever heard of the butterfly effect? No, no I am not talking about the movie (although very cool movie) I am talking chaos theory. The butterfly effect is the hypotheses that small events can be linked through distant casual chains to seemingly unrelated events (example: the flutter of a butterfly’s wings would theoretically set in motion a chain of events that would lead to a change in a distant weather pattern) like for example a hurricane or a tornado. Now think about that for a moment, really stop and think about it…... that is extremely profound. A small event leading to a major shit storm, a real Charlie Foxtrot, otherwise known as a Cluster Fuck!
Please keep in mind as well, I am atypical and happily on the spectrum and I sure do like to observe patterns, but not just any old patterns will do, and I am not a huge fan numbers, not all people on the spectrum are into numbers, we all have our gifts and obsessions, my obsession, what I like to study is patterns of human behavior and I look at these patterns on a long term-based outcome structure. I really do think all that chess my beloved and very much missed grandfather took the time to teach to me (may his soul rest in peace) really paid off for me and for you I hope as we continue to unravel this tragedy.
Now in steps feminism in part financed by the lustrous and demonic John D. Rockefeller. Well, you might be thinking feminism was a good thing, right? Was it? Was it really? I will agree equal rights is a good thing, but feminism was not and is not equal rights for women. It was never meant to be even though many well-meaning women have been caught up in this lie. Most of us have been caught up in many lies, other peoples lie some of you your own lies.
I know this next thing is going to defy what you have been told, so tighten up those loose laces on yo sneakers and grab ahold of the suicide handle in the passenger’s seat because this one may make you ladies a bit squeamish. The truth is women were never oppressed and have always been a protected class in society. Whhhaaattt! You say, yes, I say let me provide you with some minor examples, the truth is women always had the right to work and compete in the market place here in America since its founding, however, the market place was a mans world and men compete and razz each other in ways women still to this day do not understand. I had to learn this behavior for myself to understand friendship and competition in order to communicate with other males. So, women may have felt oppressed in the job market when they entered men’s space, but they were not being treated differently then men treat each other to compete for goods and services. I mean sure there are plenty of Harvey Weinstein’s out there but for every Harvey Weinstein there is a hundred good men, forgotten men. Let’s briefly examine this, women went to school, got an education and either chose to start a family or a career. Most women chose to start a family in the past, this part is important, and we will come back to it, the whole mothers staying home to raise children bit, yeah, a very important role. Another example is Women and children are the first to exit a sinking ship onto the life boats to escape death as the men risk it for stranger’s wives and children. This sure does not sound like an oppressed slave class to me. Also, women got the right to vote without having to sign up for the “selective service” the fucking Draft! Lets call it what it is it’s a draft, if a war breaks out with another country or we are attacked on our home land and there are not enough soldiers to defend our lands or our decaying values because too many soldiers have already either died on the battlefield or have had appendages (that’s arms and legs people) blown off their bodies in a most violent way, then men not women will be forced by the threat of violence or imprisonment by their governments to join said war to defend land and women from the consequences of occupation and defeat which usually results in the conquered whose children will be murdered and/or enslaved otherwise put to work like animals and the women being raped repeatedly, defiled and a culture demoralized. This is the nature of war period, exclamation point!
So, feminism what was it really designed to do? Either intentionally or inadvertently? I personally go with intentionally due to my whole pattern recognition thing, but I am not here to tell you what to think I just want to help in the area of how to think, how to think critically and for yourselves. For you to do this you need lots of facts and a lot less emotion. We get angry first and then we must sit back for a moment and take some time to find a proper solution, I like to say, “let me sleep on it for a day or two”. I like to let my emotions wear off a bit, so I don’t make any stupid decisions, lord knows I have made plenty of those in my life. I tell my niece and nephews no one person is right all the time, it is impossible. I personally have acquired a lot of information in my 43 years of this life, in the not so eloquent words of Donald Trump “I am really, really smart”, however, I have been wrong a lot in life and I do not like to be wrong, but I am not afraid to admit it and learn more facts in order to make better decisions for myself. You know so I can be right, not because it is an ego thing I just like knowing stuff for myself. No it’s not a narcissistic thing either I am just weird like that.
So, again feminism, feminism was intended to create another tax slave for the government to help expand the reach of government into peoples’ private lives for the purpose of controlling the citizens to benefit the private banking cartels, the private federal reserve and any preexisting privileged blood lines and advantageous psychopath’s willing to sell out their humanity and their own kind for material gluttony. REAL TALK! Ever heard the saying “Follow The Money”. It also helped to advance a system known as outcome-based education intended to reduce the critical thinking skills in the citizenry of this once great nation (not to sound like Trump). Well, maybe it had the protentional to be great, lots of seedy history with the aboriginal peoples and the slave trades a such, yuk! Go ahead don’t believe me do some research on the compulsory school system of Prussia and how it was implemented here in the United States. Also look up a woman named Charlotte Thomson Iserbyt, she served as Senior Policy Advisor in the Office of Educational Research and Improvement, U.S. Department of Education During the Reagan Administration, and Staff employee of the U.S. Department of State, she has some very interesting things to say indeed.

How is this all related? Let’s tune in the frequency for you a little bit, let’s listen to what it is starting to sound like. The Federal Reserve act took the printing of money out of the U.S. Treasuries hands as stated in the first amendment of the United States Constitution (Article 1, Section 8), which handed the job of regulating value and production of coining and printing of currency otherwise known as money. This left open to a mass transfer of the countries “the peoples” wealth into the hands of greedy assholes. Then feminism convinced women to go have a career and make money to pay more taxes into the system as for previously aforementioned reasons, all the while handing over the children’s minds to a system whose very nature is corruptible, the nature of governments which by the way is not ruled by the people but Special Interest Groups, you know like the billionaires that control everything. The real reason why primary education lasts grades 1-12 is because that is how long it takes to indoctrinate one’s mind to believe and behave they way they are told too. You see people you are free as long as you do what you are told and as of recently even that is up for debate. Yup, we have all been brainwashed into believing many misconceptions about history and the world, for crying out loud even the world maps are all wrong, the world is much more upside and inside out as you would have been led to believe. Google or YouTube that shit! (world maps are wrong). I know there is the age-old argument that I quite often hear from grown adults whom have forgotten how to think for themselves, is this, “for what reason” as they brush me off as a conspiracy theorist dismissing facts, well, always follow the money and you will always find your motives. Yes, it is more sinister than for mere money and control but as I mentioned before that is another essay completely.
I come from a generation known as the “Latch Key Kids”, meaning my mother entered the work place to help pay bills because controlling financial intuitions systematically destroyed the value of our dollars this is known as inflation meaning the purchasing power of money is worth less. This results in having to work harder longer hours for less value. Oh, you say but look at all the shiny shit we have in our lives. I say yes, at what cost? No one is home for the children but crappy violent and sexual content in the form of Television entertainment or maybe I should say under the guise of entertainment. There is no shortage of non-human social media interactions to numb your mind on which by the way has been recently discovered to release a chemical in your brain that is addictive, you know, like drugs addictive. In today’s culture there is a total Lack of family communication and interactions which equates to a personal lack of family belonging which is known as dislocation of culture and can and does create isolation in some individuals. You see we need healthy family interactions, the key word here is “healthy”. We are tribal beings and we were meant to have that social structure for the peaceful survival of our race. Remember I told you to keep in mind the fact that most mothers stayed home to take care of their off spring. Yeah, so this was one of the most important roles (jobs) in society, raising and rearing children. The man went off to, most often than not, grueling hours of work while the wife stayed home to manage the family, educate the children and help mold their minds into hopefully healthy human beings that understand the value of being in service to others. Mothers would help children with homework usually immediately after school, and children would comply in order to go and play outside with friends, in nature, on the condition they finished their homework in a timely and correct manner. Yes, children actually played outside, that really happened in the old days, ha, ha, ha. Feminism destroyed this, “they” told women that they can have a career and family too. Sure, you can but one will suffer either the career will be less fruitful as desired, or the children will be dislocated from their tribe ‘’the family”. The only way for a woman to have both is to have millions of dollars in the bank upon graduating college, this way she can pay someone to help her raise her children and then the employee’s children suffer because she had to go to work and help you, so all of your dreams can come true. See how this butterfly effect thing works yet?
We now have parentless homes, children with mothers and fathers who don’t really know each other all because of lack of time spent, and the disaster of single parent homes, yeah, the statistics on that shit is not good, all because of what has become to be considered value and what is not considered value. It appears now in these times what we have here today is a society that is only in it for themselves. Unfortunately, most of you are being raised to be narcissistic, please do not take this as an attack on your moral behavior, it’s not your fault, again I say this to you for you to have a perspective that most people do not have the ability to see due to my being atypical. I do personally believe that social media outlets of self-idealization for everyone including adults who use this platform to adore themselves of how wonderful their lives are by trying to convince themselves and others through a look at me see where I am and what I am doing pictures type mentality, that their lives are better than each other’s. Look at how much I have and you don’t, look at how much cooler I am then you, I have better clothes then you, I have a new better car then you, etc.. etc.. Now maybe this was not anyone’s intent to make others feel bad or less then, it’s just humans’ corruptible nature, it’s as if our nurture mode has been turned off. I am not saying that competition is a bad thing, winners, losers and all that, we all can not have the same and be the same. Honestly, who the hell would want to. However, I think that the world is much smaller now with our ability to communicate instantly, rather then being in the moment for our own personal, individual experiences, we share instantly with others what we are doing, feeling and saying. Ironically this is having an opposite effect on us all as we are all now doing, saying and feeling a lot less in this attempt to do, say and feel more. It is creating a sort of disconnection between the events that we are experiencing, in the moments we are having, with the people we are having them with. As it is expanding our experiences outward over the internet for other people to enjoy with us, it appears this is actually having an opposite effect as we are losing the internal effects that these personal one on one experiences have had in the past. There truly is something to be said for living in the moment and being in that moment, enjoying that moment with the people we can physically reach out and touch. For some reason that human connection is lost once our experience is sent out over the internet. Maybe it has something to do with it being a material non-physical entity rather then a physical one. Maybe once we take a physical experience and transmute it into a material one the spiritual nature of our experiences are lost. Maybe we are meant to connect more directly, to connect more spiritually. A spiritual connection to other human beings and ourselves is vital to our happiness. Let’s face it we are not a happy society as a whole. No matter how hard we try to fool ourselves we can not escape the consequences of our endeavors of pain and suffering avoidances.
Let’s, look at the facts, our world is currently riddled with drug addiction epidemics, school shooting epidemics, pharmaceutical prescription epidemics, crime, murder, misery, war, some of this world is suffering starvation while other parts of the world have so much that people are obese from over eating. Our supermarkets throw away thousands of pounds of food that is not even expired or spoiled. Yes, this is happening. All I say is true. Go look for yourselves. This is the world we live in. It is not a happy place for so many of our brothers and sisters suffer right now at this moment. We can only fool ourselves for so long but then some horrific act such as parkland takes place. Then we have to face the consequences of our collective actions, we have to face the consequences of our avoidance of the real problems and threats to our very existence. Or do we? Do we push the blame on some inanimate object such as a gun, or do we just blame this one shooter this one time? Then what do we do when it happens again? When will we learn to look in the mirror for ourselves, at ourselves? When will we learn to see ourselves for all of our discrepancies and indiscretions. Not to get down on ourselves for our short comings but to correct our paths so we can move forward and evolve with some real change. Change that will reflect on the world whose outcome will show a positive impact on our society, our planet and in our lives.
Now there are more externalities other than the banking cartels monopolies on our money supply and feminism. Remember the intent of feminism was to get the kids out from underneath the parents to take their minds and mold them into some sort of collective pod person. As well as make the rich richer and poor poorer. Yes, to control you, to control how and what you think. You might not like them apples but that’s the basket you got and just because you don’t like dem apples don’t mean dey ain’t rotten and dey ain’t sitten dare. You Heard!
Some of you want more gun control, yet this is not the problem, the problem is what has been aforementioned. There are people who want you to believe that is the problem and they are using you to further their agenda to control all things. Don’t get so upset that you might have been fooled. We all get fooled. Don’t stay fooled! Taking guns out of the hands of law abiding citizens is not going to stop these events. Raising the purchasing of a gun buyer from 18 to 21 will do nothing. It is apparent that some of the members of the Broward Sheriff’s Office failed to act in their duties. If I was walking by that school with a gun and I heard gun fire I would run towards it in an attempt to naturalize anyone who is harming children. I mean what cowards. If you think more gun control is the answer and you are willing to let law enforcement protect you after what we have seen with some of their actions or I should say their inaction. I will think you might be mad (mad crazy, not mad angry). Teachers absolutely should be armed and trained. Anyone going into teaching should expect this at this point. Good people with guns deter bad people with guns. States with loose gun laws have less gun crime then states with tough gun laws. Google that shit.
We are also finding out daily some very strange things about this event. Crisis actors? The inaction of police officers? Possible 2nd shooter? I mean what’s really going on here, how many cover ups does there need to be before you all realize that your being lied to. Are we so afraid of the truth that we are willing to let our friends die in vain? Why are so many people in denial? Afraid to admit that there is a group of very organized, very calculated and very powerful psychopaths creating and/or influencing these events for their means of control and power. I mean it is so obvious. Get your heads out of the selfies and research things for yourselves trust no one not the news not the president and not me. Don’t trust me go look this stuff up. Stop being afraid of being responsible for yourselves everyone please for the love of God, STOP IT! Let’s all face reality together. I will stand in front of all of you only if you stand with me.
You have the will to choose all things, you have the will to believe in truth or to believe in falsehoods, you have the will to refuse to let others make choices for you, you have the will to acknowledge that other people can influence you, just as the words and Ideas I presented to you can influence what you believe tomorrow, others could do this, others with bad intentions, people with self-absorbed intentions, they have tired to do it with me, just because you would not do things to manipulate others does not mean others would not do this to you. I am optimistic, and I believe that most people are good. I do not however, under estimate what emotionally damaged people would do or how they might act. This is not to say I, myself have not been emotionally damaged. However, I have done great work within myself not to become an emotionally damaged and unbalanced adult. I am a being that cares for, has compassion and empathy for all people even though they want to harm and control my very being and soul. Even though my life experience could have turned me into a monster I chose not to be one. However, as an empathic individual I can also muster up the rage it takes to wreak havoc back, only I am a mirror of all emotions, only my reflection is that of your worst horror or your best self. Any interaction I have is only repeated back to you. Only I emphasize your emotions back to you by the way you or your energy field portrays you to be and by the intent of your actions. I listen not to your words not your words. For ones’ words have no meaning unless one’s actions follow suite to who they say themselves to be. “What’s done in the dark will be brought to the light” Johnny Cash, “For there is nothing hidden that will not be revealed, and nothing concealed that will not be known and illuminated.” Luke 8:17
My interpretations are precise, I am confident of this. Any attempts to gas light me are futile at this point. Only you will be met with disappointment or rage, for your sakes, I hope you meet my disappointment side. Ignorance is only an excuse for those who have not been presented the information, innocence is only and excuse for children, you are all growing into adults, as an adult there is no excuse to be ignorant, please to not let ignorance control you into your adult hood like most adults. Please be as smart as possible please do not let other people tell you what to think, please think for yourselves, and please think about what I said here today.

Thank you for reading, yes this is the short version.