Whoop!
I also have a few plans that I want to write about. When I was studying, I learned how to make outlines before writing essays and homework. I enjoyed it a lot more than just writing sometimes because it's like filling blanks. However, even though I made a lot of plans, I don't have any motivation to actually write the full essays for those plans.
It's not time lost. I got to think about the topics. But I don't think I'll be finishing a lot of stuff that I started. It's sad, but it's for my sanity that I'm doing this. :)
But yeah, I'm sure that sometime if I try again, it may just flow and I may just write what I wanted to write in the first place.