LOL. It's funny you mention this. I had a YOLO moment earlier today which ended up quite satisfying.
I think the feeling old comes from the years of neglecting myself finally starting to show, still very young at heart but a bit wiser and more controlled than I once was. I regret very few things in my life, it's all been experience which for the most part I chose directly or indirectly.
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That's good to hear :)