I heard the thirties is when you stop blaming other people for your sh&t because it's that time when you've got to get your shit together. And it's evident that you've really been able to get better and get things in order. I didn't know you smoked man, but im glad you were able to quit and turn things around. Many can't even do that in their fifties.
I wish you all the good things🌹 in life as you get older and also the strength to tackle the task ahead😎. Hugs