Alas, my leap of faith is one of love for my partner and personal growth more so than it is about profit. survival is my main concern and in a situation, I have put myself in currently, my personal growth is exploding, in that regard, I am doing as intended.
Only through pressure are diamonds created, and I intend to power through my challenges and come out victorious.
For our war is of much larger magnitude, the powers that seek to enslave have existed for a millennia and have resources far beyond ours.
Even as I type these words, I feel a tad idiculous, but history tells me a tale of an evil lingering within modern society that has to be challenged.