Glad to have a positive impact on your life. Steemit is an excellent community. It's easily the best among any community with 10000+ active contributors. Happy to have you on my following list. I had a feeling you were one of the four NF personality types.
Getting the timing right is where I get my fun. It's frustrating when I miss. But it's never sad. In fact I almost never get sad. At Every single test I've taken, my Neuroticism had never exceeded 0% and my Assertiveness had never gone below 100%
Even if it's a hell, I still want to try and try and try. I'm slowly improving myself. I know I'm going to do well in the long run. Being a highschool dropout living with parents I don't have much to do. Speculation keeps me alive and kicking even when it's super frustrating. What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. That's how you become a better person.