Thank you for sharing this. I know so well how nerve wrecking it is to talk to someone you care about deeply. I never know what to say and always hesitate before saying anything, carefully measuring every word. Is it too much, should I etc. At the same time it can be so easy and peaceful if you just let it be, let it be what it is in that moment, just a simple glance right in the soul, being beside each other. Not forced or battling the inner battles.
Glad I'm not the only one, Sensei. Cheers.