I appreciate you mentioning the psychological effects. That's the thing I believe a lot of us struggle with. In my community of friends, wanting to know the truth & ask hard questions to try & make reality make sense is seen as un-American & disrespectful to the victims. A potential paramour had told me that anyone that didn't accept the official truth deserved to be shunned from society. And yet, there IS reality where the science doesn't add up, the forensic evidence of plane crashes doesn't add up & it's a real mind fuck to have to accept a story with a bad narrative as reality...or be a 'disrespectful conspiracy theorist.' Having to keep mouths shut when the implications of what a collection of someone's has done is horrifying & mind blowing.
Then you hear about the guy leasing the towers having a very specific insurance policy, there being gold assets in trust that the owner wanted returned, as well as it being the year the Pentagon released that they'd misplaced a lot of money. In the name of safety surveillance became so prevalent that we just accept our TVs & laptops can spy on us 'for our own good' & that we deserve to get groped in airports & our lives wiretapped.
It's awful to feel complacent & powerless, especially when we have to disassociate from reality to keep on keeping on.