Want to commend you on really making an effort to find out about how your brain works and how to make your life better.
Really.
My father found out he is an Aspie a few years ago and all he has done with it is push it away or use it as an excuse.
So I kinda know what you are going through.
Its a big step to be so open about it and an even bigger step to go digging into the past and figuring out how this whole Aspie thing works for you.
A huge digital hug (if you'd like that of course 😊) to you
💜