Dude...yer get'n too old for this shit. Find yerself a good woman and give her all your love...and money. Obviously you've got trouble hang'n on to it. ;-)
Harsh words I know...but hey...I've been where you're at a dozen times in my life. At least you have a van...I mean easy bake oven...for crash 'n carry. ;-p
Wishing you all the best...you may not have much...but from where I'm sitting you're rich where it matters most. You have friends who love you!
~smiles fer miles~
And you just explained "Why I am not worried!" perfectly!