Hi, guys!
My difficult period continues, and I still can’t force myself to do anything, although I’m trying very hard. I just don’t have enough energy even for basic things, and for the second week now I can’t sit down and make even minimal sketches for new works, and this is just some kind of never-ending nightmare that I can’t get out of. For now, I’m trying to take it easier, but I’m already nervous, because I should move more actively, my whole life has stopped and I can’t stir it up, and I really need it.
I want to resume working on the drawing and I need to continue writing the book, and I’m in such a state that all this has become difficult and impossible, so it’s extremely difficult for me to somehow adequately perceive myself, and I don’t know what to do with this situation. Now, for a therapeutic effect, I ordered a lot of devices for self-care and I hope that this will somehow work, because in principle I really like to clean my feathers and this can really help.
Tomorrow I have a training session that I'm already going to attend, whether I want to or not, so some movement will start, let's hope that it can somehow start to stir me up. Let's see if it can help me a little.
I need to somehow pull myself together and focus on work, but so far I have no idea how exactly. Medication doesn't help me much, and I don't have any other options with pills, the doctor and I have tried everything that was possible.
Have a great day everyone!
