About to start a new life

in #blog6 days ago

Hi, guys!

I definitely need to get back into the work rhythm from Monday, but I'm terribly scared because I still don't have any strength. I don't know what I'm going to do. So far I've come up with the idea that I'll try to work in fifteen-minute intervals, and in this way I'll try to do at least something, maybe this tactic will help me. But of course I'm not sure of anything, not even that I'll be able to hold out for these miserable fifteen minutes.

I definitely need to get back to the gym, because if I don't start going from Monday, my membership will start to expire, so I won't be able to not go if I don't want to lose the money I paid for the classes. So I'll have to get myself up by any means necessary and take myself to the gym. I hope I can at least do this.

I need to continue working on the drawing, which I've been putting off for a whole week, and I need to start working on my diet again, because while I've been sitting at home all this time, I've gained three kilograms again. It's some kind of vicious circle that I can't get out of.

I started a blog on Patreon, I have no hope that it will be popular, but I decided to try it for three months and see what happens. Maybe something will come of it. Or maybe not. But I think it's worth a try.

So that's my plan. I hope at least something will work. On Monday I have an appointment with my psychiatrist. I hope he can somehow change my treatment plan so that it gets better.

Have a great day everyone!
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