Hi, guys!
After three days of non-stop writing, my head was so full that I started hallucinating again and I can't sleep at night again. Yesterday I had to add antipsychotics to my pills again so that I could sleep normally, because before that I hadn't slept for two nights and I had to do something about it urgently. So I managed to sleep last night and I feel better, now today I can work again. I hope I can do it well, because when I can't, I naturally start to get nervous and it doesn't end well.
Today I have a plan to try to write everything as much as possible, great if I can write ten pages, then tomorrow I can rest again. I try to keep the plan of five pages a day, and if I do it in advance, then I give myself a day off. Now the difficulty is that I need to write the plot sequentially, and not where I want it, so it's quite stressful, because usually I write where it's convenient for me, and then connect these fragments.
Today I have a pre-New Year cleaning, I want everything to be clean for the New Year. This is important for me. We do not celebrate the holiday itself, but usually I still feel that a new stage is beginning and I want to start it from a clean page, so I always clean before the New Year.
Some parcels arrived at the post office, I really want to pick them up today and I probably will. So now I will finish this post and go pick them up. I hope everything that I ordered for the house arrived there, there should be a lot of interesting things there. For example, special aromatic sticks, I ordered them from another country, they don't make them here. I really wonder what kind of smell they will have.
Then I plan to sit down to work and do this until the evening, and in the evening I have a lecture that I need to listen to, the last one this year. I hope I'll still have time to write a lot of text this year.
Have a great day everyone!
