Hi, guys!
My treatment continues, we decided to do another half of the injection series, because so far there is no visible lasting result, I still have dark thoughts and it is obvious that the treatment did not help. I can’t get back to work, I am still in a broken state, from which I can’t get out, and so far I don’t see a way out.
This morning I have an appointment for eyebrows, I’ll go, then I’ll send the books that I collected for auctions in support of the army, then I’ll go home and most likely sleep a little, and then I’ll sit down and try to work a little. I want to resume drawing classes, and now I have an order that I should have completed a long time ago, and I decided to draw it anyway, try to send it to the customer. Whether they will accept it or not is another question, now I need something fresh to add to my profile.
Such an attempt now is probably quite rational, when I simply do not have the strength to mess around, whether I will succeed or not. This is a good opportunity to go through this stage without any nerves. If it works out, it will work out, we'll see.
I haven't returned to training yet, but I really hope to do so soon, because I've already missed a lot and it's clearly time to do so. I hope to go on Friday, I'm still unlikely to cope today.
Have a great day everyone!