Hi, guys!
I continue to get into the training mode, and it seems to be going faster than I expected, and this is one of the few things that makes me happy now. Yesterday I managed to train quite actively, so that by the end of the third training session I could no longer feel my fingers and therefore I no longer had the strength to practice on the pole, I simply could not do tricks because I could not really hold on to the pole itself. Therefore, I probably need to distribute my strength a little better, at least purely between my arms, so that they can hold me until the end of the training.
Tomorrow I also plan to skip exotic and stay purely on the pole training, and I will probably practice this for some time, and then I will see when I will join the exotic group, I do not know when yet. So far I do not really want to. Maybe I will do it closer to the summer. For now I will do purely pole and improve my skills in this.
Yesterday I sent my manuscript to the publisher and now I will wait three weeks for an answer. I really hope that they will accept me into the support program, and ideally for publishing the book. I have a good manuscript, I hope that they will like me. Why not. For now, I plan to work on the second volume.
The main thing for me now is to get my psyche in order so that I can work calmly, because my condition is currently very bad, tomorrow I have a meeting with a psychiatrist. I hope he will be able to tell me something encouraging, because if not, then I just don’t know what to do next.
I continue to track sugar levels with a sensor, and so far I have managed to learn to eat without sugar peaks. Now I want to stick to this diet and teach myself to live in this regime and see how it affects my weight. I hope for the better.
Have a great day everyone!
