Forgetting the drugs for a minute, and only speaking from my own perspective..
Lies are the death knell to anything coming good from a relationship - and that counts as a humongous lie.
Bigger than humongous.
I have never stayed with anyone who lies to me. If you can't have trust you can't have much, hun. (in my opinion)
As for the drugs, I have been around - a lot - and with lying and the type of narcotic = get the hell away.
(I'm not moralizing on drugs - I've partied for years around the world).
Just my 2 cents worth, for what its worth.
For me, it's the lies. Always.
I have been too forgiving and understanding and not lucid enough, because I do really like this person too much. I have feelings. But what is happening right now it's not ok. I need to respect myself.
...Yes, respect yourself before anything.
Respecting some one who does not respect you , is a losing game. Always.
(truth is respect. period.)
The answers are easy - asking the right questions is the tough shit you have to do for yourself.
(Are you still in Cambodia? - or Myanmar?)
xx
I'm still in Cambodia, I have been living here since 2012 on and off.
You somewhere in Thailand isn't it?
ok.
I'm north , near udon.
How are you doing? - where's your head right now...
Stay centered, hun.
dealing with shit, is shit.
It's heavy, very heavy. He came back home now and my heart is not strong enough to tell him to fuck off. But this post and the comments are actually helping me a lot.
It wont help your problems, but it might make you smile...!
https://steemit.com/blog/@lucyreloaded/lucy-help-s-the-world-one-letter-at-a-time-1
Only you can make any decision.
(do you already know your decision?)
Make it and be happy, whatever it is.
You are 33(?), not 13 .
I'm always here to tell some harsh truths, and make myself unpopular!😂
Good luck, hun.Stay strong.
I am making my decision to make him move out. out. After 2 days of meth adventures he doesn't even feel guilty and he has an avoiding attitude. Why should I tell him that I care and I will be there no matter what?
FUCK THAT SHIT.
I AM A TIGER AND I JUST WANNA BURN ALL HIS STUFF LIGHTING UP MY HAPPY CIG WHILE LAUGH AT HIM.