You are awesome @khackett I mean it, and I am are sure I am not the only that thinks that way, even if sometimes it is scary, you still move forward, and maybe you push yourself a little too hard sometimes.
Having hobbies is the best way to have fun and reduce the stress, but if you feel pressured by having too much to do, then you should make a pause and take rest. (oh sleeping it is important too you know)
I think you should talk with your husband about how you are feeling, and look for support in your family, I am sure they will be very willing to give you a hand, talking about it is the best medicine.
Best regards 😄