I've been thinking about how I can become productive enough each day so that I feel satisfied with what I’ve accomplished. It’s not easy to motivate myself since I’m the kind of person who prefers not to interfere with others. I also lack strong discipline when it comes to my actions and responsibilities.
It’s frustrating to realize that sometimes, a version of me exists that doesn't react to issues in a way that actually resolves them. Instead, I often set them aside because of my laziness. Or maybe I just procrastinate so much that problems pile up, and I end up failing to resolve the ones I initially faced.
Lately, my biggest concern is that I'm developing a lazy attitude toward the things happening in my life, making me complacent. Does that mean I’m already giving up on life? I hope not, because I truly want to achieve my goals and find success in this lifetime. I don’t want to reach a point where it’s too late to take action. I don’t want to be consumed by regrets, feeling like there are too many for me to fix.
Each day, I reflect on the small goals I missed and think about what I should have accomplished before going to bed. But I realize that this isn’t a healthy habit, as I should be resting instead of making things harder for myself.
One reason I do this is that I intentionally put myself under stress to force myself to wake up and take action in my life. I don’t want to become too comfortable, indulging in relaxation to the point where I lose my sense of urgency to address issues and improve my discipline.
I know change won’t happen overnight, but I refuse to let complacency define my future. No matter how many times I struggle, I will keep pushing forward—because I owe it to myself to create a life I’m proud of.
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