I understand you perfectly. I got covid a month ago, one evening I felt week, in a few hours I got fever, and then next day and next day 7 day straight with fever and body pain, colds and head pain, got antibiotics and some meds that prescribed the doctor.
In day 7 I got to hospital to check my lungs, they said are a little affected and they released me at home and give some treatment. Then I got home and fever dropped for 3 days. I thought I will get better, now fever what can get wrong. Day 10 my oxigen dropped to 85 and got problem breathing.
Was time for second visit to hospital emergency, breathing harder and harder, they kept there at emergency for a day because all the hospital were full. Finally they released a bed second day at a hospital close to emergency. Didn't sleep all night, the beds are for emergency, with oxigen trying to breath. Took CT xray and surprise 50 of my lungs affected.
I have been in hospital until last week. They tested me for covid and my lungs were 20-25 affected at the release date.
I was happy to finally get home, was hoping to draw more before I recover. But starting at second day at home my hands and feet started to shake and feel numb,and had problem focusing, my eyes was shaking and was hard to read.
I tried to draw a mandala on my tablet and I couldn't.
I got some magnesium and B vitamins to straighten my nerves. 3 days ago my hand shaking started to reduce and I was finally were able to draw.
Finally the time can fly faster, I draw a mandala, posted on hive, I was feeling alive again.
Now I can breath ok, Is the first day when my hands didn't shake at all so I could draw more and post more. I still feel week, lost like 5.5 kg, I just walk inside home and try to recover as much I can.
I had really good reflexes from practicing martial arts when I was younger but now I have problems, dropped some stuff these days. I guess in my mind I move faster then the body.
I hope in a few days to be able to get out and test the stairs. It took me a few minutes to get to second floor when I came from hospital.
I have been careful with covid but I still got it, and affected me a lot, I just have to recover now and hope I will never get it again.
For vaccine It will have to wait until I recover.
So those who are not afraid of covid or think it does not exist think again.
Thanks