I feel you brother I've got aspergers too all my life delt with problems speaking out people thinking I'm retarded. I did work on how to not speak out so much but im now figuring that it's the social anxiety that really holds me back. Without it I'm more outgoing. Hope we can find ways to conquer that
yeah, that probably some of where all of the drugs and addiction came into play for myself, and others.
I learned that it's easy to make a friend if you share a common substance that you enjoy.
Social skills can be learned, but all of the bad decisions in the past can't be undone.
i feel you man i smoked weed a lot alcohol was something i more got into i used to drink a lot. Now im more recreational. keep your head up man dont let it destroy you just use what your best at were blessed at something